Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Why is it so hard some days

I have a boyfriend who likes it ALOT that I am a good cook and I cook for him often. (frankly he is grumpy when he doesnt eat cuz he goes to the gym alot so he needs the food) So a problem I am having is cooking all of this yummyness and not eating it myself. I try to make stuff for him that I dont like, but there isnt that much food I dont like!
The only thing I can try to do is eat less, when I do eat I have to eat smaller portions, and WORK OUT as much as possible. I had a job interview today and I got the job, so I want to try my best to bring my weight down 10 lbs by feb. when I start. I havent been trying hard enough or I wouldnt have to try so hard if I had. Right? well anyways, dont be to frustrated or mean to yourself if you indulge a little bit, just try hard not to, and work it off if you do. I am having a great day today besides feeling fat. lol which is always. lol I just remember, I'm only going to live once.
So I might as well have as much fun as possible while I'm here. <3 =)


Lola said...

Thanks for the sympathy comment, girl. It's good to know I'm not the only one that happens to. And congratulations on getting the job!! That's wicked sweet.

Getting Closer said...

I completely agree with you: we only live once.
And about your cooking situation...maybe instead of eating your food on your own plate, you should try to eat it from your boyfriend's plate. He will get so mad with you because your eating his food, that you won't feel like eating at all!

SkinnySomeday said...

Congrats on the job!! I relate to you since I'm 28 and 5'1" and also struggling. It's reassurign to know there is someone else out there kinda like me ;) .

I cook for my BF at home too, and have just decided that he will eat super healthy with me, or he can cook his own food!! haha

I can't wait to read more of your journey and will be here to support you!! I'm going through my own tough times as well but recently just lost 4lbs. Hooray!

Think thin

Anonymous said...

Congrats on the job! I am trying to lose 10 lbs by the 14th of feb, similiar goal to yours. I am sure we can do it~